Over the weekend the bitchiness returned with a big bang! Everything was just bugging me. I felt completely agitated with life and just plain bitchy!!!
- Why were the kids watching TV so loudly?
- Why hadn't they brought down the mountains of laundry so I didn't have to wash their clothes at 10:00 that night because they just had to have something washed by morning
- Why were their shoes laying in the middle of the floor...
I could go on for hours but you get the drift. I wanted to stop myself, but the rage inside felt like it was going to explode.
Finally my Hubby sat me down and in a very calm voice, rubbing my back: So what's the problem?
ME: (Tears welling up in my eyes) I feel really irritated and bitchy.
HUBBY: Is there something I can do to fix that.
ME: AH NO! I finsihed my box of hormone supplements on Thursday and the docotor's office was out. Hoped to have some on Monday. So we're on day 4 no supplement!
I guess I hadn't really noticed the difference; me with the supplement and me without. When I started taking Femmensessence Pro back in August I said to my Hubby how much energy I felt only taking them for a few days. Only to find that hours later, the bitchy was still going strong. My Hubby asked me a question about something, can't remember what. I was standing with the refrigerator door open and I snapped yelled something back and slammed the refrigerator door. My Hubby paused for a minute and said I know you said you have a lot more energy but.... Before he could finish I said LOOK IT TAKES THREE MONTHS FOR BITCHY! Another long silence and then we all burst out laughing.
What I noticed along the three month journey is that I started feeling less and less bitchy. In November I remember a friend asking me how I was doing on the new supplements. I said I feel great, happier than I've been for I don't know how long. I had several things going on that had side effects of being bitchy, namely hormones. I must have been a real bitch. Without missing a beat Little Hart jumped in and said - That's for sure! We laughed. I said it was that bad huh? Yes - pretty bad.
I made it through the weekend. Hubby and I went to the Naturopath for an appointment this morning.
ME: Did you get Femmensessence Pro in?
RECEPTIONIST: No I don't think so.
HUBBY: Can we have a box overnighted, ship my wife off somewhere until it gets here - something, anything?
RECEPTIONIST: (looks up) I found them!
HUBBY: We'll take two boxes!